Hey guys, here it is I am so sorry for the delay. All I can say is that we had a lot going on and I am still a bit under the weather.
CONTAINS SPOILERS
I have been the Beast Lord of Atlanta for half of my life. I am responsible for the lives of several hundred Free People of the Code. Some people will tell you that being in charge means telling other people what to do. That is only a part of it. Leadership means doing what you know is the right thing. In my experience it rarely involves doing what you want or like.
Tonight was no exception. I was attending a meeting between the Pack Council, the alphas of all the clans, and the People, necromancers who piloted the dead. Bernard’s was neutral ground, a sanctuary where all of Atlanta’s players came to be seen and feel important.
Violence was strictly forbidden. No problem we could dress up and play nice with Nataraja’s corpse fuckers. For now there was no need for open conflict between the Pack and the People. The peace would not last forever and one day I would watch the light go out of his eyes while the Casino burned down around him.
Pushing that pleasant thought aside, I entered the main floor. Jim was waiting there with the other alphas, I nodded to him and he led the group upstairs. I started to follow them when I detected a familiar scent. It couldn’t be. Why would she be here?
She had broken into my place, messed up my weights, and even put catnip into my bed. In retaliation I had glued that cute butt of hers into her office chair. In short we were doing the mating dance.
For a while I thought I had lost her for good, but in our own fucked up way we had swallowed our pride and reached out to one another. We both knew it would never be easy, but we were willing to try. I knew that Kate wasn’t universally loved by the Pack, but they owed me. I bled for them, I fixed their petty squabbles. I had given them everything, they would give me this one thing. Or I would break it all apart.
As I reached the top of the stairs I saw Jim chewing one of his crew a new asshole. What the fuck? Maybe she was here. Kate was trouble and I wondered what she had done to piss Jim off. Maybe tonight would not be completely boring after all. I just hoped I wouldn’t walk into the room full of my alphas with their asses glued to their seats.
I stepped into the room and looked for her. She stood by a table on the left and for a moment I think I forgot to breathe. Kate looked amazing, her hair was down, she was wearing make-up and that dress. It was cut low in the front and fit like it was made for her.
She stood next to Saiman.
She was here with him. She wore that dress for him. She looked like that for him.
It was like something hit me in the gut. The rest of the room ceased to exist. There was only me and him and the distance between us. Why him, why here? Did she want to hurt me in the most public way possible?
Jim was at my side, trying to tell me something. I stared at them, trying to make some sense of it. The son of a bitch smiled at me and said something to her that I could not make out. I strained and picked his smug voice out of the noise “..would mean war. He can’t move a finger out of line.”
I almost smiled then. He thought he was safe.
Jim’s voice broke my concentration. “Not here.”
I knew he was right but it didn’t matter.
“I can make him disappear,” Jim said next to me. ”No one will ever find him. I can bring him to you in chains, or in pieces. Just wait. Don’t do it in front of her. We can do it any time. We’ve got nothing but time.”
I turned my gaze to her and she stared right back. The look was challenging. No, it was going to be right here and right now. She could try and stop me, hell they all could , but she was going to watch me tear him apart. I would paint the floors and walls with his blood before he died.
The freak laughed. “We aren’t without similarities, Curran and I.”
Oh, I had to hear this.
“We both fall prey to lust. We both guard our pride and suffer from jealousy. We both employ our resources to get what we want: I use my wealth and my body and he uses his position of power. You say I want you only because you refused me. He wants you for the same reason. I remember when he became Beast Lord. The boy king, the perpetual adolescent, suddenly at the head of the food chain, granted access to hundreds of women who can’t say no. Do you think he forces them into his bed? He had to have done it at least a few times.”
What? That slimy cocksucker was telling her I was a rapist. The guy who would fuck a snake if he could find someone to hold it still. I never, ever.
Kate, tell him it isn’t true. Tell him you don’t believe it. Tell him.
She said nothing.
I had wanted her, and I thought she wanted me. I was good, I waited. She was in the Keep, weak and wounded, but I never touched her. He would say or do anything. He would use her and throw her away when he tired of her. I had almost died during the games for her.
He leaned to her.
I could clear the distance between us in three leaps. Two seconds and I could twist his head off his shoulders and throw it at her feet.
He raised his voice. “You’re all mine tonight. Kiss me, Kate”
No.
He reached for her. She stepped away.
Something inside me snapped and then I was moving toward him. He would not leave this place alive. I couldn’t make her love me, but she didn’t want his hands on her. That sick fuck would never touch her again.
She stepped in front of him. He was so drunk or stupid that he still did not know what was happening.
“…won’t hurt me. Not here.”
I was almost there, I could smell the alcohol in his sweat. She swiped a bottle off a nearby table and moved toward me. Nice, but it would not be enough. Maybe if she had her sword…
“The People greet the Beast Lord.”
Natarajia. It took everything I had but I stopped. If I killed him now, it would be war. In that moment I would have thrown my life away to feel Saiman’s skull snap between my jaws, but he was not worth the lives of my Alphas. Saiman would never know it but that bald headed prick had saved his life. For the moment..
I stared at Kate and mouthed a single word. Later.
She stared back at me, her eyes clear. Any time.
I took a deep breath, turned my back on her and in a calm voice called out “The Beast Lord greets the People.”
I love it! thanks so much! I already have the book and it didn’t disappoint… I love Curran POV!!!
Thank you ! I loved it! I’ve just finished Magic Bleeds and OMG! It was amazing!
Ahh. That was nice.♥
What a happy thing to wake up to!
Thanks and feel better.
Lurves me some Curran POV – Thanks guys!!
I alway love Curren’s POV. Thxs.
Wow. I love it. Thank you!
Oh, that was great! And you wrote it when sick, heavily medicated, and wearing a bindi! You (and Ilona) are the best, thank you! Grats again on hitting the bestseller list again, this won’t be the last time.
OMG, I love it. The 1st time I read the book I was hoping you would do that scene from his POV. It was awesome and so are you for doing it when you were tired and sick. Hope you guys are feeling better!
Awww, this is fantastic! Love it, love it. Thanks so much! =D And I hope you both feel better.
What a great treat! Totally fits into what I imagined in that scene! Thanks so much!
Ok read Magic Bleeds- it was sooo dame good. I NEED the next book. Can we get a snippet of the next books please please please please please? Yes grown woman begging here.
So romantic.
But seriously – SQUEEE!!!
Thank you, Gordon! I loved Magic Bleeds and this is just icing on the cake! Hope you feel better soon.
Sigh. That was awesome. Nothing could increase my love for Curran, but how fantastic was Jim? Who knew he understood Kate that well?
That was like Christmas in May! Thanks for going to the effort when you are sick and everyone and everything needs your attention. It was really interesting to see what he was thinking when in the book he was so silent and I could only imagine. Love it when you do POVs!
Loved it! Loved it! Thank you so much Gordon!
Hope you are feeling better.
That was GREAT!!
That was awesome! I love the Curran POV’s — thank you so much!
Hope you are feeling better!
Thank you so much! I adore the Curran POVs, especially in a scene like this.
God!
Gordon, you made my day!
Hell yeah! I love it.
“I stepped into the room and looked for her. She stood by a table on the left and for a moment I think I forgot to breathe. Kate looked amazing, her hair was down, she was wearing make-up and that dress. It was cut low in the front and fit like it was made for her.”
Amazing. Exactly that what I always want to read.
More. More. More. Please!
Love this snippet – the snippets ARE cool! The book was just awesome. Really enjoyed seeing you both at the Beaverton book signing. Hope that you’re feeling better Gordon!
Curran 2- Saiman 0
OMG thank-you Gordon!!!
Its good to know that Curran was suffering as much as Kate
Feel better soon
oh, that was good……
LOL…Curran =Such a Man. I love the fact that all Jim was whispering, and the one thing he really heard was :
“I can make him disappear,” Jim said next to me. ”No one will ever find him. I can bring him to you in chains, or in pieces. Just wait. Don’t do it in front of her. We can do it any time. We’ve got nothing but time.”
RFLMAO, I think Curran’s eyes turned green. But now he needs to get Kate a new ‘Princess Buttercup Dress”. Nice to hear it described from his POV.
Waiting now for Kate 5…
I loved hearing Curran’s point of view! I read this scene over and over again in Magic bleeds and it’s so great to here his side now…sigh…I don’t think I can wait another year for Kate 5….sniffle..
You don’t know how much that made my morning! That was fabulous!!
Thanks again for giving us a Curran POV! You guys rock!
OMG, that was AWESOME….its always good to see how the other side thinks in the same situation, lol…..thankies!!!!
“I couldn’t make her love me, but she didn’t want his hands on her. That sick fuck would never touch her again.”
That’s the best part of the whole snippet. He’s really hurting emotionally so he’s going to take it out on Saiman.
The Curran PoV’s really do add a whole new layer to the books. Thanks for writing them.
Another comment to the Curran PoV:
“I knew that Kate wasn’t universally loved by the Pack, but they owed me. I bled for them, I fixed their petty squabbles. I had given them everything, they would give me this one thing. Or I would break it all apart.”
These three sentences also give new meaning to what happens at the end of the book, when Curran takes “very personally” and then skips out on the Thanksgiving feast.
So, So Good! Loved it! Thank you!
Awesome! Thanks for making my morning. Hope you are feeling better.
Aww, Curran only heard that part of the convo? I was hoping he heard the whole thing. Oh well, I still love it with an unholy love, as I love the book. Thank you for the POV snippet.
Wow. I was lucky enough to get to go to the signing, lucky enough that you guys added the icing of hanging out in Starbucks, now you’ve added a freaking Curran POV? I better go buy a lottery ticket, because things are going so good…. Thanks!
Thank you, Lord Panda! This makes up for having missed you guys in chat yesterday. This is exactly what I would’ve wanted to read if I’d picked it myself.
Hope you’re feeling better today!
why the awsome curran pov? but thank you this will hold me over untl my copy arrives. but it’s taking so long! :cries:
I’m still swooning from Magic Bleeds and now this! Thanks for the great piece.
Much awesomeness! Thank you
Wonderful! I love to hear what Curran is thinking.
Magic Bleeds is a wonderful book! Thank you for sharing it with us. I cannot wait until the 5th one comes out.
There must be something wrong with me, because I get some serious warm fuzzies reading about Curran wanting to rip Saiman a new one, LOL. Thanks and feel better!
Thank you! Love the Curran POV posts – I think I look forward to them as much as the books in the series
Just finished Magic Bleeds and it was everything I hoped it would be. Thank you both for these great stories that take me into another world for a few hours – such a wonderful gift to be able to take a break from real life sometimes!!
Thanks, Gordon! I always love the Curran POVs!
I love the snippet!! I love the book i have already read the book twice. I like reading about curran’s point of view. Thanks = )
I love the Curran’s POV posts and the book was great! Only one question: What happened to Grendal after the fight? Its like he suddenly doesn’t exist.
Andrea has Grendal.
I just finished reading the book about five hours ago and finally checked the blog. That was just too amazing!!! Love the snippet, and the book was amazing!! I only stopped reading once because it was late and I had to sleep.
Thank you!
That was so awesome!
Wow Amazing!! Thank you so much for sharing this!! And I really hope you both are feeling better.
Excellent! I was having a ugly day (light fixture fell out of the ceiling of my new home and hit me in the head – while I was on the toilet). This POV has completely cheered me up! Yay! Thank you!
I absolutely LOVE these POV’s! Please keep them coming!
P.S. Get well soon!
OMC, That was great; it totally enhances MB to have Curran’s point of view. But Gordon, you forgot the rest of it…you know…what happens after their apartment showdown. We are waiting….. and we will say please first and thank you after.